Kata Orang
An Escape
Start
So go, have some parties. Never ending ones. Forever without me.
So go. Forever it's you and not me. Just go. Let things go wrong. Let things misplaced. Let things broken.
For stars are made to be dead and mended.
Running
It was you
And will always be you
The journey
Also the destination
The panic
Also the terrific
The breathe
Both in and out
The waves
Both raging and calm
You've always been the reason
I stand still
Make my mark
Go away and never look back
Because we're different
From the time we've started this
Because now we're childish grown ups
Who argue over what's for dinner and what to watch
You'll be the journey still
Your arms and hugs are my forever destination
I hate you
I love you the most
We are all we've ever needed
So let's live
Let's argue
Let's yell to each other
Because we know deep down
Those silly arguments
Will never erase
The love we put
On its throne
Safely
Untouched
Until the very end of our breathe
Our Shoes
Put me in your shoes. I want to know. I am dying to know what you have there. How you feel about it. How you deal with the uncomfortable soles.
Fit me in your shoes. Let me see the real size of your feet. Let me witness how far they have taken you through bumpy road of life. Let me acknowledge how deep they have buried your mind which affects your point of view.
Oh. And your mind. Let me fumble the shallowness of your mind.
Ouch. That point of view. What can I say about it.
A great dissapointment on the surface has now gone deeper and deeper to the consequence of explosion.
What a waste. What a waste of time and energy I have put to this all of this time.
What a disaster.
Your mouth. Is much comfortable.
Than your shoes.
Swallow me.
Shut the fuck up.
And fit my shoes.
Kicau
Sampai dimana
batas lelah
bisa menempuh,
arungi derap napasmu
yang keburu penuh
dengan rasa rindu
tapi kenyataan
akan penganiayaan
selama ini
ternyata lebih berat dari
tujuh lapis langit
tapi tidak pernah
tujuh lapis bumi
?
Rumah
Aku akan terus kembali
Dimana canda tawamu penuhi ruang tamu kita
Dimana aromamu sesaki tempat tidur kita
Dimana cahaya matamu silaukan pagiku
Dimana air matamu sembunyi di balik baju
Aku akan terus kembali
Pada tiap titik dirimu
Yang juga aku
Yang ada darahku disitu
Yang ada lesung pipitku
Rambut lurus ku
Di peluk eratmu,
Surga mendekapku
Menggertak
Setan berkerak
Sudah lama sekali
Sampai dia beranak bini
Sampai aki dan nini disini
Butuh waktu lama
Untuk terus menghentak
Teriak
Bergerak
Harus sabar
Biar dia terkapar lapar
Selingkuh
Entah dengan siapa
Nanti aku berbagi sepi
Mungkin dengan awan,
atau dengan api
Atau dengan kamu yang juga sedang dirundung sepi
Maukah kamu berbagi sendu bersamaku disini?
Bersama amarah yang keburu patah dimakan gigi berduri
Bersama kecewa yang keburu dihempas oleh dia punya istri
Maukah kamu berbagi sepi?
Dengan nyawaku yang kian hari habis diterkam mimpi
Guilty Pleasure
How beautiful is the thing you think is not? Just because it remains mysterious, untouched, unspoken.
All words you have imagined, planned to be vomitted, vanished against all the beauty it shaped because the barrier that kept it forbidden to be reached.
How come a very simple, boring thing became unusual part of your curiousity just because the distance it held between you and your itchiness of knowing what it is, how will it be, what would have happened if I could...? And in a second your head was filled by nothing but what if..
What if...
I never stepped outside and let it be mystery. Let it be untouched.
Maybe. It wouldn't be like death after death handling the battle between the beasts or so..
Let the what if stays untouched.
So I can say more goodnight to whom my what if meant to.
Law
Tell me which law you are living in.
That is able to say I am wrong.
Which is not strong enought to proove I am right.
What if your law is against mine?
That in my version, I am able to choose what I should do first in my endless, ever-changing, to-do list.
That in MY version, I cannot do anything under someone's stressed words.
Which part of YOUR law allowed you to chant frenzy mantra that makes me dizzy to finish my chores?
In MY law, you are confirmed as villain with Angel's face.
Good luck to you. But my law doesn't allow me to pay attention to such beast.
Mental
Tidak ada kata sayang
Dan pembuktian
Yang paling dalam
Dari :
Sabarmu atas keras kepalaku
Maklumku atas lempar batu sembunyi tangan mu
Helaan napas dalamku atas berlikunya jalan pikiranmu
Mengalahnya mu atas keegoisanku
Hubungan kita itu romantis, Sayang
Percaya
Nanti
Kita akan tertawa di atas semua latihan ini
Reffrain
Talking about us
We have been through thousand miles
Talking about us
Yes
I'm all yours to mend
I'm all yours to mend
I'm all yours to mend
I'm all yours to mend...
(new song lyrics, still haven't figured out the rest)
Sembilan
Bagaimana bisa
Aku lupa
Mengucap syukur di setiap kedipan mata
Karena kamu selalu ada untuk mengingatkan
Dia ada, di setiap hela napas kita