First Thing Is (not) First Sight



Di pandangan pertama semuanya terletup:
Aku mau kenalan.
Aku harus dapat nomor hape-nya.
Aku mau ajak nonton.

Di jabat tangan pertama semuanya sederhana:
Bayu.
Lembayung.

Di makan siang paling sore semuanya dikatakan:
Mau nonton?
Boleh. (Sambil SMS)
Kenapa?
Bilang sama cowokku dulu.

Di senandung senja paling dini yang sangat menghantui, dia bilang?
Bayu, maaf. Aku harus anter buku ke rumah teman. Kita ngga usah nonton, ya? Lagipula, pacar aku mau ke rumah nanti malam.

Tidak semua pandangan pertama berjalan dengan semestinya.

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Lalu, pandangan pertamamu?

Bizzare Lola Pop



What does maturity refer to?
How does it work?
Is it on sale by spring?
i wish you could see my awkward face

By ultra-high-class technology we own now,
can't you feel my fingers are trembling?
Typing "don't ha ha" and "should I care?"
with my right hand while the left shed my own tears?!
Can't you feel that?!
1400-kilometer far is enough!

AND HA HA THING IS INTOLERABLE.

It doesn't seem appropriate.
Never.

i wanna see you.
I wanna know your whole
Every inch
by heart

Now saying "sorry" won't sound good at all
Leaving you into a deep sleep
as the last option

As if it exists

It takes more that 45 minutes to lost into solitude woody dream land.

D E M A N D I N G O P A L


The beginning always is the hardest.

And Baby, it’s only our beginning.

Baby, I should be patient

Baby, you should too.

And I need time, Love.

I need you in my time.

But be still.

I need not talk.


Let’s not

verbally.