One by One

I am here
trapped in my tiny world
If my hearts could torn into the tiniest piece
this is the time
I’ve been dreaming lately to become a person who would just finish anything I had screwed up before
but now I ended up shit as if I was just build a castle of lies
lies beneath surface which no one knows, so that no one care
Congratulation will never be enough
And sorry seems too much


I want us.
to enlighten.

I want you.
to soften.

I want me.
to stop myself from crying out.